Not really — just wanted a dramatic title. In fact, I trashed them myself with absolute delight.
Why?
Because I don’t need them anymore, the knowledge, the knowing, that the past does not define my future has made all of them obsolete. The oldest entry goes back to 2013, but I’ve been keeping a gap‑free record of my inner thoughts, struggles, and feelings since 2017.
These books were my best friend, my therapist, my open ear, and my trusted advisor all at once. They offered me the space — the safe space — to open up without judgment. Though I have to admit I judged myself quite a lot…
So why, then, would I throw that all away? All these delicious and heavy moments?
Well, due to my latest shift in consciousness, I have not only understood how it works (see my article here), but I have also, over the last months, consistently experienced that it truly works. My experience shifts exactly as I position my state of consciousness. Hence, my fear — that I needed all those books just in case I had to revisit a learning — has dissolved.
My past does not define my future, except when I allow it to. And allowing means I stay consistent in a state of consciousness — and in that case, it would be one that I do not desire. That cannot happen anymore. Surely, it can happen that I dislike my 3D experience, but by now I know the path. I know how to shift my state of consciousness, and hence will experience a new 3D reality — exactly mirroring my state of consciousness.
Short for all newbies to my blog — first you examine on which level you are on the emotional ladder; then you shift from the negative to the positive side by shining light into the darkness (fears often seem way more true than they actually are), and then you define what you want with a consistency that feels normal — not exciting, just normal.
Hence, for the record — mine and the journals’ funeral speech — I have shifted my state of consciousness from needing a paper to support me in avoiding past mistakes, to a journal that actually just helps me shift into a new state of consciousness. Hence, storing and monitoring and revisiting old states of consciousness (previous journals) will no longer provide any benefit.
That feels very satisfying. Hence, I AM [fully] in a new state of consciousness.
Stay tuned, my new book on shifting states of consciousness is in its final steps and will soon be ready to guide you through all the steps — and demystify [the book] “The Secret”; in fact, it will give you “the key”.
Happy Friday!
